Monday, May 4, 2009

Diaper Butt

Ok, so today I am wearing pants that are clearly in the diaper butt zone... Baggy and in need of pinning. This needs to be the last day that I wear them or I need to go to a tailor. I have to go through my clothes tonight to figure out what I can take with me on my trip. I am overwhelmed with all the clothes I have and most of them don't fit anymore! I am off to Cleveland to see my dad, for Mother's Day. He is singing in a concert for Mother's Day and I will see him for the first time since my heart surgery.

I have finally started losing again after over a month stuck at 189. Today I was 184.5!

I got a new book "How not to Look Old" by Charla Krupp. Amazing tips that are working. Like: women over 40 should always wear light pink lipstick, never dark lips as it makes us look older.

I went though tons of clothes tonight and got rid of 2 garbage bags worth. There are gals at my work who are losing weight and are a little bigger than me, so they get new clothes tomorrow. I am finding it weird and oddly hard to part with these clothes that have covered me up for so long. They are clearly way too big, but my head size is still as a fat person. After years of not realizing how fat I was, now I can't wrap my head around a size 14 me. I confess I have had to keep some of my comphy home big girl clothes, because they are like a woobie, security and ok to mow the lawn in. But I did get rid of the oversize daisey dukes, that was just too much gaping!